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  <title>Depression is propaganda of the mind...</title>
  <subtitle>shinosai</subtitle>
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  <updated>2009-06-18T22:44:12Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinosai:3807</id>
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    <title>The world spins</title>
    <published>2009-06-18T22:44:12Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-18T22:44:12Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I must learn to let go of things that are difficult to lose.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinosai:2957</id>
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    <title>Friends only</title>
    <published>2009-06-14T04:06:46Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-14T04:06:46Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Friends only. Rawr.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinosai:1619</id>
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    <title>Hey</title>
    <published>2006-01-05T22:15:44Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-05T22:16:41Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Haughty Intellectual&lt;br /&gt;You are 85% Rational, 28% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.&lt;br /&gt;You are the Haughty Intellectual. You are a very rational person, emphasizing logic over emotion, and you are also rather arrogant and self-aggrandizing. You probably think of yourself as an intellectual, and you would like everyone to know it. Not only that, but you also tend to look down on others, thinking yourself better than them. You could possibly have an unhealthy obsession with yourself as well, thus causing everyone to hate you for being such an elitist twat. On top of all that, you are also introverted and gentle. This means that you are just a quiet thinker who wants fame and recognition, in all likelihood. Rather lacking in emotion, introspective, gentle, and arrogant, you are most certainly a Haughty Intellectual! And, most likely, you will never achieve the recognition or fame you so desire! Sweet!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To put it less negatively:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mostly right... except I don't really desire fame. Or care.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinosai:1501</id>
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    <title>So I Stole This Quiz From Someone</title>
    <published>2005-12-02T01:49:52Z</published>
    <updated>2005-12-02T01:59:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Name: Mark&lt;br /&gt;2. !?&lt;br /&gt;3. Feet size: Giant! And masculine. Probably 8 something.&lt;br /&gt;4. Do you have a crush: NO&lt;br /&gt;5. Girlfriend/Boyfriend? NO&lt;br /&gt;6. Age you act: 30 when I'm alone, much younger when I'm with friends! :)&lt;br /&gt;7. Where Do You Live: Tucker, GA&lt;br /&gt;8. Where you want to live: Anywhere away from home :)&lt;br /&gt;9. Birthplace: Tucker, GA&lt;br /&gt;10. Favorite Salad Dressing: Ranch&lt;br /&gt;11. Ever gone skinny dipping? NO&lt;br /&gt;12. What are you watching? Empty space&lt;br /&gt;13. Last person you talked to: Lisa&lt;br /&gt;14. Favorite movie: Fight Club!&lt;br /&gt;15. Favorite Book: Currently THE RAINMAKER. Omg that book was cool! The Lovely Bones was also a really nice book. Oh, I dunno, I'll go with one or the other. I actually probably have a book I like a lot more but I can't remember books that I read unless something makes me remember them!&lt;br /&gt;16. Favorite Type of music: Pop/Rock&lt;br /&gt;17. Favorite types of cars: Black and one's with a competent driver!&lt;br /&gt;18. Favorite Saying: You're a sexy beast.&lt;br /&gt;19. Favorite Fast Food: None atm&lt;br /&gt;20. Favorite Ice Cream: Strawberry&lt;br /&gt;21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Never had any...&lt;br /&gt;22. When Do You Go To Sleep: 11&lt;br /&gt;23. Most Embarrassing Moment: Something to do with a black dress....&lt;br /&gt;24. Stupidest Person you know: Competition between Eden Thomas and Antoine Lovelace. Ah, hell, it's not a competition. He's definitely the biggest moron that I know.&lt;br /&gt;25. Funniest Person you know: I almost said Eden, but then I remembered Huy Doan... :()&lt;br /&gt;26. Favorite holiday: X-Mas (PRONOUNCED EX-MAS)&lt;br /&gt;27. Favorite Food: Pizza&lt;br /&gt;28. Favorite Song: One Night Stand!&lt;br /&gt;29. Favorite Television Show: GILMORE GIRLS&lt;br /&gt;30. Favorite Radio Station: None&lt;br /&gt;31. Favorite junk food: Um... no such thing as junk food! Favorite snack is HAWIIAN SWEET ROLLS OMG. Since I don't have a favorite "junk food"&lt;br /&gt;32. Favorite sappy love song: Don't listen to those.&lt;br /&gt;33. Favorite Drink: Coke&lt;br /&gt;34. Favorite article of clothing: Bra&lt;br /&gt;35. Favorite Animal: Eagle&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SECTION TWO:The Future&lt;br /&gt;1. School: UGA -&amp;gt; Harvard Law!&lt;br /&gt;2. Where You Want To Live: Anywhere away from home ;)&lt;br /&gt;3. How Many Kids You Want: One girl.&lt;br /&gt;4. What Kind Of Job You Want: Attorney&lt;br /&gt;6. Pets? Kitty.&lt;br /&gt;7. Car? Black.&lt;br /&gt;8. 5 years from now? Hopefully I'll have a job. :)&lt;br /&gt;9. 10 years from now? Hopefully not dead.&lt;br /&gt;10. 20 years from now? Probably dead by now. =(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SECTION THREE:Have You Ever..&lt;br /&gt;1. Done Drugs: No.&lt;br /&gt;2. Run Away From Home: No.&lt;br /&gt;3. Hit A Girl: Not really. Although there are some girls that hit me like, ALL THE TIME.&lt;br /&gt;4. Lied: Hasn't everyone?&lt;br /&gt;5. Stolen Anything: A starburst from blockbuster that was lying on the shelf.&lt;br /&gt;6. Broken A Bone: Never.&lt;br /&gt;7. Cheated On A Test: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;8. Cheated On A Girlfriend/Boyfriend: No.&lt;br /&gt;9. Gotten Drunk: No.&lt;br /&gt;10. Been With Two Guys/Girls At Once: No.&lt;br /&gt;11. Been In The Hospital: Been TO the hospital... not in it, though. I'm too healthy.&lt;br /&gt;12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: No one ever needed to.&lt;br /&gt;13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: Never. YOU COULD DROWN.&lt;br /&gt;14. Gone to Church: Yes.&lt;br /&gt;15. Never slept during a night: Several times.&lt;br /&gt;16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: No... people die on those things.&lt;br /&gt;17. Been to a camp: Nah.&lt;br /&gt;18. Sat in a restaurant without ordering: No.&lt;br /&gt;19. Seen someone die: No.&lt;br /&gt;20. Gone a week w/out shaving: Longer than that.&lt;br /&gt;21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: Maybe when I was 10...?&lt;br /&gt;22. Broken something valuable: Yes. My stupid brother made me turn out the effing lamp and I was SCARED OF THE DARK. So I ended up breaking it trying to do it as fast as I could and then my dad yelled at me and whipped me. By the way, I am a firm believer that physical punishment is BAD. I will never hurt my kids.&lt;br /&gt;23. Thought you were in love: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;24. Streaked the streets: No.&lt;br /&gt;25. Screamed at someone for no reason: No.&lt;br /&gt;26. Said I love you and meant it. Yes, to friends.&lt;br /&gt;27. Been Hurt by a guy/girl you loved: Yes.&lt;br /&gt;28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: Nope.&lt;br /&gt;29. Pulled a prank? No&lt;br /&gt;30. Made fun of someone? Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SECTION FOUR:Which Is Better..&lt;br /&gt;1. Coke Or Pepsi: Coke!&lt;br /&gt;2. Cats Or Dogs: Cats&lt;br /&gt;3. DVDs or VHS: DVDs&lt;br /&gt;4. Deaf Or Blind: Deaf.&lt;br /&gt;6. Television Or Radio: Television.&lt;br /&gt;7. CDs Or MP3's: MP3s&lt;br /&gt;8. Apples or oranges: Apples&lt;br /&gt;9. Strawberries or Blueberries: Blueberries!&lt;br /&gt;10. Gold or silver: Silver&lt;br /&gt;11. Vanilla or chocolate: Depends on the item...&lt;br /&gt;12. Movies or music: Movies!&lt;br /&gt;13. Park or Beach? Beach&lt;br /&gt;14. Hot or Cold weather? Hot&lt;br /&gt;15. Sunset or Sunrise? Sunset&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SECTION FIVE:When is the Last Time You..&lt;br /&gt;1. Took a shower: Last night.&lt;br /&gt;2. Cried: Probably a few weeks ago. I think I was fighting with some girl. Probably.&lt;br /&gt;3. Watched a Disney movie: Don't remember.&lt;br /&gt;4. Given/gotten a hug: Probably within the last week.&lt;br /&gt;5. Been to the movies: When Harry Potter 4th movie came out, I saw it! That was the last one I saw. Dunno when that was.&lt;br /&gt;6. Had a boy/girlfriend: Don't even want to think about it. &lt;br /&gt;7. Kissed someone: Shutup.&lt;br /&gt;8. Said I love you: A week ago.&lt;br /&gt;9. Danced: EVERYDAY!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SECTION SIX:What is..&lt;br /&gt;1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: Hanging out with friends in Psych I guess. =) Nothing else eventful has happened this year.&lt;br /&gt;2. Your Most Prized Possession: MY PHONE. Yes baby!&lt;br /&gt;3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: Being with the few people I care about.&lt;br /&gt;4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: Nothing. I HATE breakfast.&lt;br /&gt;5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: Pizza!&lt;br /&gt;6. Your Favorite Slow Song: None.&lt;br /&gt;7. Your Ideal Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Someone that understands me and tries to work with me (not in a business sense). :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SECTION SEVEN:What do you feel about...&lt;br /&gt;1. Bill Clinton: One word to describe him: Oops.&lt;br /&gt;2. Love at First Sight: In terms of Calculus: DNE (does not exist)&lt;br /&gt;3. Abortion: Good idea.&lt;br /&gt;4. Smoking: Bad idea.&lt;br /&gt;5. Death: Where are you?&lt;br /&gt;6. Eating disorders: EAT MORE CAKE NOOB&lt;br /&gt;7. Rap: Garbage&lt;br /&gt;8. Marilyn Manson: Only made one good song in your entire life. How about you quit while you're ahead.&lt;br /&gt;9. Premarital sex: This isn't even worth discussing. The idea of premarital sex isn't even an issue anymore. Do whatever the hell you want.&lt;br /&gt;10. Suicide: The only real choice we have.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;INFORMATION&lt;br /&gt;1. Full birth name: Mark&lt;br /&gt;2. Hair color: Brown&lt;br /&gt;3. Eye color: Brown&lt;br /&gt;4. Current height: 5'6' (TALLER THAN ALL THE GIRLS I KNOW SO I CAN DATE THEM ALL)&lt;br /&gt;5. Glasses/contacts: Glasses but would like contacts.&lt;br /&gt;6. Birthdate: April 12th 1988&lt;br /&gt;7. Religion: CHRISTIAN&lt;br /&gt;8. Current age: 17&lt;br /&gt;9. Siblings: Two brothers.&lt;br /&gt;10. Siblings age: Don't remember (aren't I terrible)&lt;br /&gt;11. Location: Tucker, GA&lt;br /&gt;12. College plans: To win!&lt;br /&gt;13. Any piercings: Nope.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SOCIAL&lt;br /&gt;1. Best guy friend: None&lt;br /&gt;2. Best girl friend: Lisa&lt;br /&gt;3. Current crush: None!&lt;br /&gt;4. Boyfriend/girlfriend: NO&lt;br /&gt;5. Are you center of attention or wallflower: Wallflower&lt;br /&gt;6. What type automobile do you drive: I don't.&lt;br /&gt;7. Are you timely or always late: Punctual.&lt;br /&gt;8. Do you have a job: No.&lt;br /&gt;9. Do you like being around people: Hate being around people I don't know.&lt;br /&gt;10. Hobbies: Reading, WoW, debating, writing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOVE&lt;br /&gt;1. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with? Sure.&lt;br /&gt;2. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did? Sure.&lt;br /&gt;3. Do you have a "type" of person that you always go after: Well, I do like asian chicks. But I don't usually go after them.&lt;br /&gt;4. Want someone you don't have right now? Don't want anyone.&lt;br /&gt;5. Ever liked a close guy/girlfriend? Yes.&lt;br /&gt;6. Are you lonely right now? Sometimes&lt;br /&gt;7. Ever afraid you'll never get married? Probably won't. Not really afraid, though.&lt;br /&gt;8. Do u want to get married? It sounds fun.&lt;br /&gt;9. Do u want kids? Sure.&lt;br /&gt;10. Would you rather love or be loved? Couldn't choose just one. Either way, you'd be rather miserable.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FAVORITES&lt;br /&gt;1. Room in house: My room.&lt;br /&gt;2. Type of music: Rock / Pop&lt;br /&gt;3. Location for dates: Movies... and for dates with someone special the beach sounds nice. :) Of course, the beach is also a great place for FRIENDS to hang out (hint hint)&lt;br /&gt;4. Memory: When Eden hugged me and then yelled at me for not being a good hugger. It cracks me up.&lt;br /&gt;5. Day of the week: Saturday&lt;br /&gt;6. Color: Blue&lt;br /&gt;7. Perfume or cologne: Perfume. On girls.&lt;br /&gt;8. Flower: Rose.&lt;br /&gt;9. Month: June.&lt;br /&gt;10. Season: Winter&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the last 48 hours have you..&lt;br /&gt;1. Cried: NO&lt;br /&gt;2. Bought something: NO&lt;br /&gt;3. Gotten sick: Yes&lt;br /&gt;4. Sang: When nobodies listening LOL&lt;br /&gt;5. Said I love you: In my interior monologue... yea.&lt;br /&gt;6. Wanted to tell someone you loved them but didn't: Actually, I was leaving a voicemail to some chick and I started to say it but then didn't.&lt;br /&gt;7. Met someone new: No.&lt;br /&gt;8. Moved on: From what?&lt;br /&gt;9. Talked to someone: Yes.&lt;br /&gt;10. Had a serious talk: No.&lt;br /&gt;11. Missed someone: Yes.&lt;br /&gt;12. Hugged someone: No.&lt;br /&gt;13. Kissed someone: No.&lt;br /&gt;14. Fought with your parents: Nope.&lt;br /&gt;15. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: Can't remember.&lt;br /&gt;16. Had a lot of sleep: Not enough&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>So</title>
    <published>2005-10-20T23:17:08Z</published>
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    <content type="html">I think Eden should make me some icons. :)</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinosai:963</id>
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    <title>Sweet Memory</title>
    <published>2005-09-23T21:44:15Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-23T21:44:15Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Waiting For Tonight</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Hmmm.... so... I think I will begin to write something original today. I have been contemplating it for a long time. But I shall begin it with a poem. Also, whenever Misty_Doesn't_Write makes me an icon, I will have an icon. =p Not that anybody except Misty_Doesn't_Write reads my LJ. Haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to write something interesting. Perhaps something epic. Something where he with great strength fights the strongest enemy. And perhaps it is to change the world. And it will all begin with a poem. I got inspired by Advent Children. It was a beautiful movie. Most people criticize the plot, but I think it is much more complex than people realize. They watch a movie once and think they see everything. But it was a beautiful movie. They just didn't see the symbolism in the children. Sort of like a poem. They don't understand it and throw it away. &amp;gt;_&amp;gt; Everyone agrees that it was a PRETTY movie though with cool fight scenes. =p&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I shall call it The Reunion. The Reunion... eventually everyone must come together. They will all meet in the same spot whether they make the journey consciously or not.</content>
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    <title>20 random facts about me!</title>
    <published>2005-09-09T02:00:32Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-09T02:05:48Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Here With Me</lj:music>
    <content type="html">1. I am not artistic, and thus my LJ looks deplorable.&lt;br /&gt;2. My best friends are girls (go figure...)&lt;br /&gt;3. I am very MASCULINE.&lt;br /&gt;4. I like to swim.&lt;br /&gt;5. I like cake and pie.&lt;br /&gt;6. I play WoW almost everyday with 40 other people, most of whom are now good friends! Especially my DESIGNATED WOW BUDDY FOREX.&lt;br /&gt;7. I am extra-sensitive when I'm sick (as pointed out by some person a million times a day.)&lt;br /&gt;8. I like to write.&lt;br /&gt;9. I am more fashion deficient than most guys (don't even compare me to a girl)&lt;br /&gt;10. I listen to techno when I want to relax.&lt;br /&gt;11. Sometimes I am very perverted, although lately I am trying to exhibit more maturity. &amp;gt;_&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;12. I am insecure... =(&lt;br /&gt;13. Some people say I stalk this girl named Misty_writes, but it's not true. This is a common lie that's being spread around my school.&lt;br /&gt;14. I get cold very easily. I have been like this for my entire life. &amp;gt;&amp;lt; And my parents and brothers like it freezing for some reason.&lt;br /&gt;15. I live with my grandparents.&lt;br /&gt;16. I've never had surgery. Ever.&lt;br /&gt;17. I feel really uncomfortable when going into detail about anatomy... well, sexual anatomy, actually. When I was in the 7th grade I fainted because of it and a lot of jerks tried to make fun of me and call me "that kid who had seizures". I hope they all drown in a river.&lt;br /&gt;18. I never take my class ring off. I seem to get attached to jewelry-type stuff after I wear it for a while. I don't feel right when it's not on.&lt;br /&gt;19. I have a cat named Ebony and my brother has a cat named Sucker (haha, funny name... but really, the reason is cause when he was little he'd always try to suck on your finger... soooo cute)&lt;br /&gt;20. I have a friend who watches gay anime porn.</content>
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    <title>Yay</title>
    <published>2005-08-26T01:11:49Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-26T01:11:49Z</updated>
    <lj:music>In love with you</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Here I am.</content>
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